When I Was Young

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REFLECTION

My First 9 Years

"Mirror, mirror on the wall, am I beautiful like them all?"
"Oh Lord, why do I look different?"

I wished I have a sweet smile like Genevieve's;
That brave and strong spirit that Liza gives;
That Kim who was liked by everyone;
That intelligent Ryan, the class number one.

I wished I can sing in front of a crowd;
Move gracefully as the music plays loud;
Stand and speak with confidence and pride.
But why can't I? I cannot stop to hide!

"Fall down little star and receive my wishes.
Give me a chance 'coz I long for kisses.
If I would be another person I ever wanted
My world would be undeniably enchanted!"



I was a shy girl who thought I was ugly and different. Some of my classmates and friends were teasing me, and it gave rise to my insecurities and fear. I thought falling stars are real and had the power to change me. But when maturity hits me, I realized that I should love and appreciate myself. I understood that I am made wonderfully and my potentials are unique. The way God designed me is perfect for the purpose of my existence.





The MOVING GEARS

My 10th year

"Margie! Margie! Beautiful Margie!"
Somebody I didn't know was calling my name.
Hanged for a moment, 'twas breeze the wind came
For a loser like me? "Yeah, it sounded like fame!"

A seed of confidence was planted in me.
A gentle whisper, "The best, you will be!"
I got up and bravely conquered my fears.
"This shy girl is driving now with full gears".



Being known by someone raised my spirit, and it released me from the fear of "I was nobody." I pushed myself to be the best I can be. Above all, I trusted God and said, "This is all for His glory."

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